That still really isn't an excuse, You shouldn't of been so cruel to squishy, you left for months. All we could assume was that you were not coming back. Anyway It's not like you and Squishy were even "Together". Sorry to be blunt but, Get over it.
I said im sorry ok?? If ur gonna be like that then leave me alone, i dont need to feel a whole lot guiltier than i already do..
I'm not trying to be mean. I'm just saying you may have overreacted.. Just don't be so rash next time ok?