oozinator
Well-Known Member
... and I'm a T9K-aholic.
Every week, I swear to myself that I would stay off the forums and the server, but I always end up posting in these threads or chatting with my buds in Minecraft. Last week I was so sure I could make it because I had only two days left. Unfortunately, I had forgotten that I had put a shortcut to this site on my desktop months ago.
I usually don't notice it because I'm usually too busy with something else, but on this particular week, I finished everything on time by accident. I had found out that a paper I thought was due that Thursday was actually due next Thursday.
So bored out of my mind, I hopped onto the 'puter at 8 o'clock in the evening to watch some vids and what not. That's when this guy -->
appeared.
Snuggled between my "School" folder and "New Text Document" was
His overjoyed expression made me forget about the painful realities and pressures of school, work, and family.
Awesomely hypnotic, I became entranced.
Tempting me, daring me to touch him... Awesome face seemed to know what my dreams were...
Unknowingly, I started to forgo food and endure thirst just to look at him. I wanted to click him so bad.
Deep down inside, I knew that doing that would lead me to perdition, but I just couldn't say, "No".
So, God help me, I clicked.
Then I saw a funny thread and clicked some more. Then I began replying to threads, making private messages, refreshing, refreshing, ALWAYS constantly refreshing, and one thing lead to another until *BOOM* I found myself blown to bits by a creeper on SMP.
The time was 6 in the morning, and I had a speech to give in class at 8.
I was wiped...
Not only of my in-game belongings but also physically. And that is when I knew I hitbedrock bottom.
So, I come before you, my friends, in seek of guidance, for I've hurt myself and all those griefers and trolls I kicked while I was on my wild T9K binge. I pray that they will eventually come to understand why I did what I did and that I can face myself again in the mirror one day, in spite of all I've done. I have terrible demons, but I hope that, with your help, that I will overcome at least a few of them.
Thank you.
*sits down on a half-step block*
Every week, I swear to myself that I would stay off the forums and the server, but I always end up posting in these threads or chatting with my buds in Minecraft. Last week I was so sure I could make it because I had only two days left. Unfortunately, I had forgotten that I had put a shortcut to this site on my desktop months ago.
I usually don't notice it because I'm usually too busy with something else, but on this particular week, I finished everything on time by accident. I had found out that a paper I thought was due that Thursday was actually due next Thursday.
So bored out of my mind, I hopped onto the 'puter at 8 o'clock in the evening to watch some vids and what not. That's when this guy -->
appeared.Snuggled between my "School" folder and "New Text Document" was
His overjoyed expression made me forget about the painful realities and pressures of school, work, and family.
Awesomely hypnotic, I became entranced.
Tempting me, daring me to touch him... Awesome face seemed to know what my dreams were...
Unknowingly, I started to forgo food and endure thirst just to look at him. I wanted to click him so bad.
Deep down inside, I knew that doing that would lead me to perdition, but I just couldn't say, "No".
So, God help me, I clicked.
Then I saw a funny thread and clicked some more. Then I began replying to threads, making private messages, refreshing, refreshing, ALWAYS constantly refreshing, and one thing lead to another until *BOOM* I found myself blown to bits by a creeper on SMP.
The time was 6 in the morning, and I had a speech to give in class at 8.
I was wiped...
Not only of my in-game belongings but also physically. And that is when I knew I hit
So, I come before you, my friends, in seek of guidance, for I've hurt myself and all those griefers and trolls I kicked while I was on my wild T9K binge. I pray that they will eventually come to understand why I did what I did and that I can face myself again in the mirror one day, in spite of all I've done. I have terrible demons, but I hope that, with your help, that I will overcome at least a few of them.
Thank you.
*sits down on a half-step block*
to you all. Except Crane. As he is not my bro.
