Melexiious
Well-Known Member
You know, that one secret you've always had. That one you've always kept secret because you feared that you'd not like how people would think of you? That you'd lose friends or that you'd just feel bad, or insecure after saying it? Or just a secret you have and you just wont tell anyone? Period?
Well, here's mine. I'm keeping this post small, because the longer it is, the less likely I'll create it. But remember the emotional impact is possibly one of the largest of all of my blogs, now or maybe even ever.
Welp, here it is.
For my entire life, I've had gender confusion issues, I've always felt like I was born in the wrong body.
Will I start Crossdressing?
Nope.
Will I get surgery?
Nope.
Will I kill women and make a suit out of their skin and sing Q Lazzarus's "Goodbye horses" while tucking my balls in between my legs and saying "Would you fuck me, I'd fuck me, I'd fuck me hard"?
...
Maybe.
It's just something that will be on my mind forever.
Again, forgive the briefness of it all...
And if you read this, gratz on me for taking that one step of making a post,
I made this post because I feel as if I need to say it, I don't know exactly... why. I just feel as if I trust you all enough, Even though anyone can wonder onto this site and read this, I don't care. They wont know me as a person.
You guys, on the other hand, most of you guys know me quite well. And please, take note that I'm writing this while crying and emotionally broken, so you know,
heh,
Well, here's mine. I'm keeping this post small, because the longer it is, the less likely I'll create it. But remember the emotional impact is possibly one of the largest of all of my blogs, now or maybe even ever.
Welp, here it is.
For my entire life, I've had gender confusion issues, I've always felt like I was born in the wrong body.
Will I start Crossdressing?
Nope.
Will I get surgery?
Nope.
Will I kill women and make a suit out of their skin and sing Q Lazzarus's "Goodbye horses" while tucking my balls in between my legs and saying "Would you fuck me, I'd fuck me, I'd fuck me hard"?
...
Maybe.
It's just something that will be on my mind forever.
Again, forgive the briefness of it all...
And if you read this, gratz on me for taking that one step of making a post,
I made this post because I feel as if I need to say it, I don't know exactly... why. I just feel as if I trust you all enough, Even though anyone can wonder onto this site and read this, I don't care. They wont know me as a person.
You guys, on the other hand, most of you guys know me quite well. And please, take note that I'm writing this while crying and emotionally broken, so you know,
heh,