nackacat
Well-Known Member
Hey guys. I'm never on here. So probably only a few people who read this will even know who I am. Heh heh.
Anyway.. I'm writing this out of boredom and to maybe spur some conversations with people.. or something.
But yeah.. so update..
I'm dating an awesome guy, we have our own apartment together now, I work with my boyfriend (night shift 10pm-5am) so If I'm not sleeping all day I get the whole day to do whatever I want. I have no real friends anymore.
(wait whut was that?) No but I'm really alone. Except for the fact that I'm around my boyfriend almost 24/7 I've almost if not lost all of my IRL/In the area friends. Which has resulted in me getting bouts of depression, and mood swings. And my boyfriend kinda lost most of his friends too.. so we are trying to cope with that... (How does one MAKE friends?) We are too weird and awkward to try to talk to new people. Or keep friends.
UMM I also am one of those crazy people that eat only organic food now because the lovely country of the united states allows poison and GMO's into almost all of our food. Unless it's bought through like a farmer's market or an 100% certified organic brand. So ... since then I actually feel good after I eat and healthy But it's a little more pricey.
But somehow I am losing weight.. (I think the mood swings aren't helping) I have a huge loss of appetite. I'm 20 years old, about 5' 3" and I weigh 94 lbs. (I don't think it's a big deal, I don't necessarily LOOK boney, but doctors and parents say it's bad) So that makes me sad..
This isn't a cry for help... I just want people to talk to.. and.. friendship.
But other then that... WHO ELSE IS EXCITED FOR THE NEW GODZILLA MOVIE!? (I am.)
And I want the damned Last Guardian game to finish being developed and come out already. I loved shadow of the colossus and I want my sequel. Sorta.
(Basically I want socialization because my bf is at work right now and I'm not working tonight so I'll be home alone tonight till 5am with nothing to do. And I can't just sleep because of my work schedule that changed my sleep schedule.. so It's just me here alone with my thoughts... and my cat.)
I am not a loser.
Anyway.. I'm writing this out of boredom and to maybe spur some conversations with people.. or something.
But yeah.. so update..
I'm dating an awesome guy, we have our own apartment together now, I work with my boyfriend (night shift 10pm-5am) so If I'm not sleeping all day I get the whole day to do whatever I want. I have no real friends anymore.
(wait whut was that?) No but I'm really alone. Except for the fact that I'm around my boyfriend almost 24/7 I've almost if not lost all of my IRL/In the area friends. Which has resulted in me getting bouts of depression, and mood swings. And my boyfriend kinda lost most of his friends too.. so we are trying to cope with that... (How does one MAKE friends?) We are too weird and awkward to try to talk to new people. Or keep friends.
UMM I also am one of those crazy people that eat only organic food now because the lovely country of the united states allows poison and GMO's into almost all of our food. Unless it's bought through like a farmer's market or an 100% certified organic brand. So ... since then I actually feel good after I eat and healthy But it's a little more pricey.
But somehow I am losing weight.. (I think the mood swings aren't helping) I have a huge loss of appetite. I'm 20 years old, about 5' 3" and I weigh 94 lbs. (I don't think it's a big deal, I don't necessarily LOOK boney, but doctors and parents say it's bad) So that makes me sad..
This isn't a cry for help... I just want people to talk to.. and.. friendship.
But other then that... WHO ELSE IS EXCITED FOR THE NEW GODZILLA MOVIE!? (I am.)
And I want the damned Last Guardian game to finish being developed and come out already. I loved shadow of the colossus and I want my sequel. Sorta.
(Basically I want socialization because my bf is at work right now and I'm not working tonight so I'll be home alone tonight till 5am with nothing to do. And I can't just sleep because of my work schedule that changed my sleep schedule.. so It's just me here alone with my thoughts... and my cat.)
I am not a loser.