I don't like the fact that the universe exists at all. It makes zero sense to me. Even if I try to make myself feel better with some God of the gaps based fallacy, it still doesn't make sense. I don't think there should be anything at all - no matter or energy. Either there was a point at which nothing existed and then everything did (which makes no sense), or everything always existed in some form (which is impossible for me to wrap my head around). Nothing existing forever is the only thing that makes sense to me, but it's obviously not true, as I exist. Ugh.